seiji yoko.

Friday, February 16, 2007

hello.
Refresh up my mind 1st. urgh`. Aite things gettin much more complicated. Fark`. Its just simply not gettin any better but im just totally so confused to think about it. So far its been so bad to worse. Kinda hard to explain this cos no one could ever undstd it. Oh well let nature take the course. Let it explain by itself. Don bother to think it ova. Cos i've got no of the ans to it. Be it if its wanna happen. Kay stop, one problem by one problem. WHY?.

I am bleeding inside.
9:36 PM

hello.
im back people. sooo sorry blogging problem. haha.

I am bleeding inside.
9:05 PM


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

ola.
yesh i know i know. Since busey lately. no time to update. WOw. Time flies so fast yea. Didn't realise that. COngrats to diah ma cuak fer givinbirth her baby girl 'sharleez nadya' on the 3-1-07. Nice no..hehe.Well, nutin much i mite say to update but it looks like my money is gettin lesser & lesser. hmm..how?. Shopping ajer. Next mth pon same. Help!. So many things playin in my mind right now. So much to do so little time. oh my. Cant help it.
Im sick! kena jangkit by hazrin. eu uh! haha. Yest din go werk due to so lemah badan lor.. LOL! No strength till i wake up at 5plus. Oh shit. Wat e ferk. blahha!! Din go doctor..save money. ATe mamanye obat. LAtely she went so luckily i no nid to spent money go doc. Btw i hate pills! Euww. Sucks! Cant telan u noe. grr.
My throat pun kena. So pain! Next flu plak. Hope not. Oh well i feel not comfortable uh.. continue next time kay.
bye.
Muax.
I miss him!

I am bleeding inside.
11:07 PM


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

hola everyone! its the new year again. ANd its 2007. Oh well my resolution fer this year will gonna be

love juliana.

`muax`


I am bleeding inside.
9:56 PM


Monday, January 01, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!

I am bleeding inside.
12:00 AM


Thursday, December 28, 2006


Well sometimes i wonder,
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby, do you dreamt about me too?
Call me crazy, call me blind.
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time.
Did I lose my love to someone better..
And does she love you like I do.?
I do, and i know I really really do.
Well hey, So much I need to say.
Been lonely since the day.
The day you went away.
So sad but true,
For me there's only you.
Been crying since the day.
The day you went away.
And we were letting go of something special.
Something we'll never have again.
I know, I guess I really really know.
The day you went away.
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone.
How could I carry on.
The day you went away.
Cause I've been missing you so much..
I have to say, Been crying since the day..
.The day you went away.
.Just fer yeu.
i miss you loads!

I am bleeding inside.
10:50 PM


Monday, December 25, 2006

yamseyor.
waduh, windu banget si sama kamu.
I'm gonna miss so much abt eu.
I simply don't noe why.
Don't nottie2 i hope.
See you next year darlz.
In a new year. new life, new environment, new people, new everything! jyeah.
A better person in life. Im hopin just the best for u n me. amin.
Sumtimes i wonder why my heart goes so strong whenever im with u. U seem so far than i ever think of.
Whenever u don't call or text me, it seems like sumthing missing in me. It makes my day so moody and sad.
Why is that so/. hmmm..well i tink my heart has fallen fer yeu. But im not gonna jump into conclusion yet! Never. Wait till the day comes and prove it to me. Can't just decide at the moment. Im just expresing it what im feeling right now presently.
Prayin fer the best of all. Jyeah!
Btw what shud i get fer him? Cnt tink of any yet bt deres sum in my mind bt kinda not so sure yet. Shud or shud not?. haiz. Tralalla..im gona ends it here ffer the meantime. Update again yea. tata.
miss u darling 'H'!.
`muax`

I am bleeding inside.
11:04 PM


Friday, December 22, 2006

holla.
i'm tired. So damn tired.
pretty lazy to wake up.
friday is the day. The day for best quality time.
I would like to end my part.time lover cos i would like to start with a full.time lover this time.
I'm sure yeu don get it. Well i need the real love from a real person whom i love so much. Can i do that? Will i achieve that? I'm so not sure. Cause the more i think of it the more i get pissed.
My heart going haywire. Totally merry-go-round right now. How do i express it out since i'm not so sure and confident enuff.? There's no reaction in that party yet (so far). How?. Does he? Is he? Damn i don noe! My heart is bleeding. What should i do? So far what i could tink of and can be done is just go with what ever comes next.
It's my life.
ends it.
Done.
saya windu baNNGet skali sama kamu.

I am bleeding inside.
9:33 PM