seiji yoko.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
holla..
at werk tadik my colleagues all seem to find me so strange lately at werk. it seems they realize my changes lately. Till most of them keep on asking me and i wonder why are they acting that way till my supervisor confront me and wanna tok abt it with me since its oways bugging me and othas kip on questioning me but i kept mute and pretend nutin is happening. I know i should not bring my probs to werk even doh i haf one but it seems botherin the othas till they haf to sit and talk abt it with me.
At first i didn't wanna tok abt it but i haf to cos thats the onli way i colud speak out and let my sorrows go..
actually i don told her everyting but just the primary subject so that they get wat i meant thats all. I doesnt want them to worry so much abt me cos they haf been treated me so well at werk till i felt so bad not lettin them noe that i haf a problem which i don wanna tell them abt it. sooner or later they surely know abt it. The person i miss tokin too abt all this crapo abt frenshit_relationshit is IZAh my close colleague but well shes on her maternity leave so i don haf any1 to speak to unless to my sista, whuelse that adek of mineGUSHE~ hehe!.
But sumtimes they just don undstd how i felt right now even myself i don noe how..im totally in blank. seriously.
To pick or not to pick_to choose 1 but not to choose 1! Wat e heck! just see what happens next. To be Continued........
I am bleeding inside.
10:56 PM
