seiji yoko.

Thursday, December 28, 2006


Well sometimes i wonder,
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby, do you dreamt about me too?
Call me crazy, call me blind.
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time.
Did I lose my love to someone better..
And does she love you like I do.?
I do, and i know I really really do.
Well hey, So much I need to say.
Been lonely since the day.
The day you went away.
So sad but true,
For me there's only you.
Been crying since the day.
The day you went away.
And we were letting go of something special.
Something we'll never have again.
I know, I guess I really really know.
The day you went away.
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone.
How could I carry on.
The day you went away.
Cause I've been missing you so much..
I have to say, Been crying since the day..
.The day you went away.
.Just fer yeu.
i miss you loads!

I am bleeding inside.
10:50 PM


Monday, December 25, 2006

yamseyor.
waduh, windu banget si sama kamu.
I'm gonna miss so much abt eu.
I simply don't noe why.
Don't nottie2 i hope.
See you next year darlz.
In a new year. new life, new environment, new people, new everything! jyeah.
A better person in life. Im hopin just the best for u n me. amin.
Sumtimes i wonder why my heart goes so strong whenever im with u. U seem so far than i ever think of.
Whenever u don't call or text me, it seems like sumthing missing in me. It makes my day so moody and sad.
Why is that so/. hmmm..well i tink my heart has fallen fer yeu. But im not gonna jump into conclusion yet! Never. Wait till the day comes and prove it to me. Can't just decide at the moment. Im just expresing it what im feeling right now presently.
Prayin fer the best of all. Jyeah!
Btw what shud i get fer him? Cnt tink of any yet bt deres sum in my mind bt kinda not so sure yet. Shud or shud not?. haiz. Tralalla..im gona ends it here ffer the meantime. Update again yea. tata.
miss u darling 'H'!.
`muax`

I am bleeding inside.
11:04 PM


Friday, December 22, 2006

holla.
i'm tired. So damn tired.
pretty lazy to wake up.
friday is the day. The day for best quality time.
I would like to end my part.time lover cos i would like to start with a full.time lover this time.
I'm sure yeu don get it. Well i need the real love from a real person whom i love so much. Can i do that? Will i achieve that? I'm so not sure. Cause the more i think of it the more i get pissed.
My heart going haywire. Totally merry-go-round right now. How do i express it out since i'm not so sure and confident enuff.? There's no reaction in that party yet (so far). How?. Does he? Is he? Damn i don noe! My heart is bleeding. What should i do? So far what i could tink of and can be done is just go with what ever comes next.
It's my life.
ends it.
Done.
saya windu baNNGet skali sama kamu.

I am bleeding inside.
9:33 PM


Wednesday, December 20, 2006

hello.
urgh. i miss him so much. And i really, really do.
aite, been so sick and tired of my masseuse at work. Well i guess u people loves to complain huh!. Well go ahead then.
Be my guest. I'm glad u shared it wit office people regarding about me.
Thanx alot. Like as if i care. Get a life man.
If not get lost. Btw all of yeu depends on me, if not u cant survive.
Don't try to play me or stab me from the back uh. If u do, im not yeu will noe what the outcome gonna be like thoh.
U might gonna suffer till u cant take it.
I don give a damn about your welfare.
I just don't feel right lately. Must be sumtin fishy which i din noe abt.
But its alright i don care!. Urgh!! Whot the fuck uh! Lamesters. No more give in faces. Stop with all your fake kindness & symphaty. I don't need them.
Thanx a lot.
Bye.

I am bleeding inside.
9:46 PM


Monday, December 18, 2006


OHMYGOSH!
we really do had fun.
After work, met dayana in e bus and straight to long john far east and we had our dinner there.
Then saw sujata n her gf. im like so shocked and so like missin her soo much. miss e oldies. hehe.
kaykay den we try to waste our time in there for a while waitin for the rain to stop but it seems it doesn't do any good so we just ugrhh go ahead and proceed to heeren to check out sum stuff. hakz!
When we get to c.k tang theres dis commotion and there was police n ambulance bla blabla,..was tinkin wats happenin sia. urgh don be bothered. Some say it was an accident but some claim it is the fire thingy. whot?! tk paham. wateva. oh my i just don like it wen its raining.
So lecak and so many poodles. hate it. My birken was like so sticky and basah cos i step onto sum of the poodles. shit! watch it. Reach heeren i almost fell cos of the carpet. idiot! PAiseh sia. hehe.
Soon nutin much we tot of takin sum pictos at cineleisure. So then we went and there were like soo many peeps chillin. hello sun!! haha..kk change money leady start takin pictos. kinda don undstd kn kn kn..haha! kewl.
ufter done we walk all the way to parkmall and took the bus there just to get SEATS. hehee. Otw there, we like kaysiow sisters.
Want to why cos we were like shouting to each otha Fuckin hell.
Like nobody business well since thers no one when we were walkin.
serious like one stupid and ridicolous adek beradek sak we both. Share the umbrella but in the end we fought jus bcos of a payong. wat! haha..throw the umbrella at the corner. Tokin like one ah lian sesat. Anak metro kaper. Cmner dek?..hehe..she noes beta.
Reach to the bustop, luckily the bus reach on time. nice one. had seats kay. mcm wild2 wet. haha! Pushing each otha. haiyor. terrible sia we both. In e end both condemn and slept all e way. Keep miss callin him just don bother to call me bck. grr. nvm nvm. in e end he called. tau pon. Reach hme abt 10plus i tink. Don be bothered. hehe.
kay i tink im gettin sleepy leady.
kay goo.
bye.
cheers.
i love him.


I am bleeding inside.
10:19 PM


Saturday, December 16, 2006

jyeah!
i miss yeu.
i love yeu.
All i want is yeu.
I need yeu to be by my side always.
I miss the hugs & kisses.
I miss eveything my dear.
Spending the most quality time together, i miss that again.
Urghh!! How i wish yeu are so near to me right now.
I would rather be with yeu than anyone else.
You are everything to me.
I miss everything that we shared togetha.
The stories and the laughter i miss all that, and i really do.
Your funny faces and all the craps jokez.
I cant leave without yeu.
I LOVE U!

I am bleeding inside.
10:02 PM


Sunday, December 10, 2006

oh my. Been busy and damn tired lately due to work load. And it suck. Hate it if its not my fault "somepeople"
tryin to frame me & say that im suppose to be blame which is not true at all. Wat e F**K!
Alwaes putting me in a badspot. Damn it sia.
Fine watever la kay. Don bother to layan all u carpo. SUCK!
Well like i said been so restless and slept late last few wks. Been stressin so many things in my mind
but no idea what the outcome gonna be like. For shua im gona hate it. I don noe y, don ask.
This is the only time i can express it. Cannot tahan leady man.
URghh!! Shit..Forgotten to go to izah crib to mpass her the baby stuff. Opps sowie zah. I'll drop by wen its my off day kae. After werk kinda tired for me. Do call me if i luper. Thx.
Btw cath is PREGNANT! hehe..its positive this time. Few of us knew abt it leady but not all. Im so like happy for her i oso donno y. haha. 1st was u now cath next i ask yan haha. She was like NO! not the time yet..hehe.
yea rite yan..wait till u see hor. Yeu wil never know! :)
Im happy for yeu cath. (yeah, lenny gonna have a mei2 soon!) Congrats ya!
urghh im gettin sleepy! But i cnt go to slip yet till i get my bedroom done. haiz..
im tiredd. Well got to do what i have to do! yup2!
Nothin much to add on i guess.
btw i miss yeu badly!
\yeu noe hu yeu are\
aite. bye. lalaalallalala!
*muax*

I am bleeding inside.
9:49 PM


Thursday, December 07, 2006

oh my its been so busy lately till i don't have the time to update. gosh, i almost late just now due to sleep late je lately. haha. BLame yourself gee. hehe. kae2 stop. I started to feel like life is being unair towards me. Is it?. I tink so lor. Im so confused in my own life actually. But i still have no choice but to accept the reality.
Lets just ends it kay.
Werk has been so mendak lately and its been the occupancy in the hotel is not duin that well due to christmas break for the overseas people. Business has been so poor lately.
Boss keep on pressurin me like c'mon uh use your bloody fuckin brain is not use ur BUTT. hehe.
Got the cheek to ask me to find guest if guest doen't want to come to us. Wat e heck. Stupid don yeu tink so. Mepek se.
Go and do it yourself uh if yeu tink yeu are so FRee.
Sometimes i feel like givin up but i cant cos findin a job nowadays so damn difficult hor. Betta not first. haha. Im not gona take the risk. Alot of bills has to pay ya'll (& shoppin stuff too) ehehe.
Yesh uh! its friday again tomorrow. ITs the day for me to relax and chill.
and meet the special one's. shh!
cnt be blame tts me julia.
alamak feel so hungry plak..hmm wat shud i eat? any idea? maggi perhaps?
But veri tired uh.
Ni pang wo ke yi ma?
ok go>>>>>>>
byie.
jemput!

I am bleeding inside.
11:42 PM


Sunday, December 03, 2006

I couldn't stop dreaming about you
Your love has got me feeling kinda weak
I really can't see me without you
And now you're runnin round in my head
I'm never gonna let you slip away again
It's real love that you don't know about
Every now and then when I want you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again, again
It's real love that you don't know about
You're the one that I want and no one can take It from me
Even though I don't really know you
I got a lot of love I really wanna show you
And you'd be right there in front of me
I can see you passin in front of me
Bouy, I need your love.
Baby, I need your love.
mwaks


I am bleeding inside.
10:57 PM


Friday, December 01, 2006

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I am bleeding inside.
12:15 PM